Monday, January 21, 2013

Dreams

Last night I dreamed that I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. It was very real - I mean, I won't go into detail but I 'saw' and 'felt' everything. Now keep in mind - I am 55 years old...so this dream has absolutely NO basis in anything real as far as actually having babies goes.

But what was I giving birth to? I woke up wondering about that. I have spent lots of time lately reading and rereading my Flying Lessons, e-book by Kelly Rae Roberts. Among all the other great, useful inspiration and information that she gives, Kelly also, throughout the book, encourages us to 'listen to the whispers', pay attention to all the small nudges, connections and coincidences that life seems to present to us. Life is hoping we'll notice. Signs are everywhere if we want to pay attention.

Shortly after I got up this morning, my fiance, John, asked me,(out of the blue) if I ever wanted to consider another business... - what would it be? This was not an odd question for him to be considering. Both of our 'career paths' have been in flux for the past year or more.  Not a real comfortable spot to be in in your 50's and 60s'.

I didn't have to think much for an answer. I do have a 'dream business' in my head. I've spoken it out loud, only to my daughter, nobody else. Why am I afraid to speak my dreams out loud? Fearful that they will sound silly, impractical, undo-able? I am starting to realize that if I don't give voice to my desires I will never give them any vehicle, any starting point. So I answered John.

"I would love to have a place where visitor's, clients/customers can come to relax and enjoy themselves, and perhaps to create art. In my head it looks like an old farmhouse with some land, with a lake or the ocean nearby. Several separate little cabins, or perhaps a 'bunkhouse' and a barn. Creative souls could come to the coast of Maine to stay in a cabin. Go to the beach. Swim in a deep Maine Lake. Go on group excursions to antiquing and 'junk' outings. Shop in our delightful coastal villages. Enjoy all Maine has to offer.

In the barn, (which has been transformed into several creative spaces) they can attend workshops for all sorts of art and creative pursuits. Painting, mixed media art, jewelry and metal work, sewing, working with fabrics, paper, books, perhaps even ceramics. There would be guest teachers invited (and paid) to teach these classes, (I don't want to teach them!). Local artists/artisans could also rent out studio space on a permanent or semi-permanent basis throughout the year.

And of course we would have a gallery / gift shop for artists to sell their work. Perhaps have gala/gallery events at times throughout the year. The venue and creative aspect could lend itself to business retreats. Perhaps the barn would be so fabulous that it might be used as a wedding venue on occasion?

This place would be operated and managed by myself, John(?), my daughter Sara, and perhaps her (soon to be husband) Stan. (John, Stan - can you become part of this? Someone has to maintain the buildings, take care of the grounds, keep everything updated and running? ok - we'll see).

My true dream is to have the time I need, and the space to create art. Hopefully art that people will love, and want to buy, so that I can support myself in this. So maybe the detailed dream above is too much. Sounds like fun but...maybe I don't want to have all that going on?
It's good to dream. Anything can happen. So...we'll see, won't we?

Finding My Way

Well, it's been awhile since my last post. I have been creating art and also trying to learn as much as I can about how to promote my art and myself. Been trying to learn more about the world of blogging. How to create good prints of my artwork. More ins and outs of Etsy. And lots more.

I recently was thrilled to receive as a gift, (from my fiance) Flying Lessons e-course by Kelly Rae Roberts, and have been poring over all the pages of fascinating, encouraging and uplifting information. This was just what I needed. Now I am committed to posting to my blog on a regular basis. Not sure exactly what a 'regular basis' will look like, but it will be a lot more often than once in two years!! Hopefully every week or so. I am also committed to getting prints of my artwork made, and getting everything up on Etsy within the next month. And keep creating of course and going forward from there.
All this takes time and with two jobs I don't have a lot of time - but I'm going to figure it out.


On a separate subject, my daughter became engaged over the holidays and a few weeks later I decided to start another blog (crazy?) where I plan to chronicle our mother-daughter journey toward the wedding day. There's so much to do and plan and choices to make. And in so many ways it ties in directly with the creative side in both of us, I know there will be so many memories made along the way. I am already feeling - excited, worried, overwhelmed, delighted etc.
Pop over and take a peek at the beginnings of  Sara's Wedding.

Here are a few of some of my recent canvases, I hope you enjoy them!









So there's a little bit of my stuff. I hope you like them. Leave me a message and let me know what you think. And I am so grateful for my life. For the chance to put my art out there. For the chance to pursue my passion. And grateful for all the good things that lie ahead of me. They are waiting for me - already there in my path.